Introduction

I'm trying to make this website so I can put my thoughts and shit in here. This will contain stuff that you may not like, such as suicide thoughts and stuff, so if you don't like that, then you can leave.
If you got to this page, that means you probably solved the puzzle from the page before it. Or not. I don't really know if I should keep making those since it is so easy to just find the javascript page and understand the password from there. Idk, Una, if you read this, you tell me.
Anyway, I want to start off with why I more specifically made this journal. Today I went for the first time to therapy. It sucked. I'm sorry for you guys that go to therapy, but seriously, I don't get it. I don't remember anything from what that person said, plus they're a stranger. For me, it's better to talk to people I know, not random people that "know" what's best for me. And seriously, 1 hour for like 50 dollars?? (250 RON if any of my friends are reading this.) It's just so stupid, man. Yet I can't even talk to a close person. What the hell do I do then?
I just dont know why I can talk to others about this. I stink (wtf grammar checker how do you change suck to stink) at helping others emotionally, yet alone ask for help. The only person I could probably just sit and talk to is my aunt. But even there, I'm scared to call her or talk to her. This might be unorganized for now, so you will have to wait until someone helps me fix it.